Stuff in my head

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
Did they get you to trade
Your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
Did you exchange
A walk on part in [...]

I only see myself reflected in your eyes
So all that I believe I am essentially are lies
And everything I’ve hoped to be or ever thought I was
Died with your belief in me so who the hell am I?
I don’t know if I am real without you
What is left of me without you?
I don’t know whats [...]

Ahh Ahh Ahh
Ahh Ahh Ahh
Ahh Ahh Ahh
Ahh Ahh Ahh
(repeat, soprano)
Come ride with me,
Through the veins of history,
I’ll show you how god,
Falls asleep on the job.
And how can we win,
When fools can be kings,
Don’t waste your time,
Or time will waste you,
Ahh Ahh Ahh
Ahh Ahh Ahh
Ahh Ahh Ahh
Ahh Ahh Ahh
(repeat, soprano)
No one’s gonna take me alive,
Time has [...]

Not necessarily how I’m feeling - but it’s getting me moving right now so here it is:
You’re keeping in step, in the line.
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
‘Cause you do what you’re told
But inside your heart, it is black
And it’s hollow and it’s cold
Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite [...]

I got my head, but my head is unraveling
Cant keep control, cant keep track of where its traveling
I got my heart but my heart is no good
And youre the only one thats understood
I come along but I dont know where youre taking me
I shouldnt go but youre reaching back and shaking me
Turn off the sun, [...]

Well, it’s been a while. I’m not going to write about everything that’s happened since, I’m going to let Karen tell you in her own words. Besides, nobody who actually reads this doesn’t already know.
I’ve never been one for deep, emotion filled posts, so if that’s what you’re expecting, this is probably the [...]